Wednesday, February 20, 2008emotional
from the title we can quickly prejudge this post...
"oh, emo post, AGAIN?!?!"
"haiz, love problem again ar??sick of it alr,next! "
but of course some may hav different views
"oh poor thing what happened(and read it with sympathy)"
anw, this is not tt emo2 post which is quite popular nowadays
or i think it's popular...
but i just realised how emotional i am...
i mean not tt i dunnoe...but i just realised it's so bad
yesterday when i got the news about us(IJ 2nd year scholars)
may b posted to RIB(raffles institution boarding)
initially, i felt sad, just tt and tried to negotiate
if anything can change the fact
but then, i started bursting into tears
again and again...
my classmates were appalled
(ok not rilly all my classmates,only siying zul and alisa)
sy reacted very cutely
when zul asked why i sobbed,
she say sth lyk," no lar she where got cry, her eyes got sth"
or "she yawned lar.."
something along that line, i remembered..
cos im busy crying but laugh abit cos of her comment
after all of us noe about the posting
we reacted strongly, againt it of course
til now we have no idea what is the final decision yet
but i prayed hard tt we wont need to move
alot of arguments popped up yesterday and i was very agitated
starting from:
- someone in the hostel management don t like IJC ppl
so they moved us when there is shortage of room
(but it's not v true cos in the end the hostel wrote a petition
letter on behalf of us n support us fully)
- this decision was made by the school authority aka ms.Yeo,
the principal. the moment i heard bout this, i felt betrayed cos
i feel tt how can a school principal against the student welfare??
i shouted and scolded her, and burst into tears again as i felt terribly
betrayed.
(and again this is not true as she actually finally agree to our argument
and think that this decision is not wise at all, how can the j2 being moved?
this is a very crucial year for us...and it didnt help at all to move us around
so, i want to apologise sincerely to her.)
- the MOE great power's fault for making this unwise decision
and to this i cant have anything to say cos i may b charged or wadeva...
(but the latest info said tt the decision is hostel's they are just informing us)
SO WHO'S THERE TO DECIDE???
i dun noe and none of us noe
we can only pray hard they change their mind,
whoever they are
and move the JAE ppl instead
after all they have to move no matter wad...
i was so sad when sy and alisa said tt
we are overreacting on the matter
mayb it seems so
but moving house and moving to another hostel is very different
moving house, u stil stay with ur family
but moving hostel, u no longer stay with ur so-called family
it's a different family, different lifestyle
and if u think it's easy to adapt and study at the same time
think again
(not tt i m angry at u but i m just telling the fact, and
i hope this wont affect our relationship)
to mr.wong, i dun need to move to rib just to get the notes
i can just get from my fren studying there...
so it's not a pro of staying in rib
no offense to rib n the residents
but i just rilly not into moving out and adapt to new lifestyle
it's so not at the right time...
waaa! ! !
i dun want to move out
huhuhuhuhuhu....T.T
today i thought bout him again, how caring he was
how nice he was
and how can he changed in a sudden
just because one minor incident
"oh, emo post, AGAIN?!?!"
"haiz, love problem again ar??sick of it alr,next! "
but of course some may hav different views
"oh poor thing what happened(and read it with sympathy)"
anw, this is not tt emo2 post which is quite popular nowadays
or i think it's popular...
but i just realised how emotional i am...
i mean not tt i dunnoe...but i just realised it's so bad
yesterday when i got the news about us(IJ 2nd year scholars)
may b posted to RIB(raffles institution boarding)
initially, i felt sad, just tt and tried to negotiate
if anything can change the fact
but then, i started bursting into tears
again and again...
my classmates were appalled
(ok not rilly all my classmates,only siying zul and alisa)
sy reacted very cutely
when zul asked why i sobbed,
she say sth lyk," no lar she where got cry, her eyes got sth"
or "she yawned lar.."
something along that line, i remembered..
cos im busy crying but laugh abit cos of her comment
after all of us noe about the posting
we reacted strongly, againt it of course
til now we have no idea what is the final decision yet
but i prayed hard tt we wont need to move
alot of arguments popped up yesterday and i was very agitated
starting from:
- someone in the hostel management don t like IJC ppl
so they moved us when there is shortage of room
(but it's not v true cos in the end the hostel wrote a petition
letter on behalf of us n support us fully)
- this decision was made by the school authority aka ms.Yeo,
the principal. the moment i heard bout this, i felt betrayed cos
i feel tt how can a school principal against the student welfare??
i shouted and scolded her, and burst into tears again as i felt terribly
betrayed.
(and again this is not true as she actually finally agree to our argument
and think that this decision is not wise at all, how can the j2 being moved?
this is a very crucial year for us...and it didnt help at all to move us around
so, i want to apologise sincerely to her.)
- the MOE great power's fault for making this unwise decision
and to this i cant have anything to say cos i may b charged or wadeva...
(but the latest info said tt the decision is hostel's they are just informing us)
SO WHO'S THERE TO DECIDE???
i dun noe and none of us noe
we can only pray hard they change their mind,
whoever they are
and move the JAE ppl instead
after all they have to move no matter wad...
i was so sad when sy and alisa said tt
we are overreacting on the matter
mayb it seems so
but moving house and moving to another hostel is very different
moving house, u stil stay with ur family
but moving hostel, u no longer stay with ur so-called family
it's a different family, different lifestyle
and if u think it's easy to adapt and study at the same time
think again
(not tt i m angry at u but i m just telling the fact, and
i hope this wont affect our relationship)
to mr.wong, i dun need to move to rib just to get the notes
i can just get from my fren studying there...
so it's not a pro of staying in rib
no offense to rib n the residents
but i just rilly not into moving out and adapt to new lifestyle
it's so not at the right time...
waaa! ! !
i dun want to move out
huhuhuhuhuhu....T.T
today i thought bout him again, how caring he was
how nice he was
and how can he changed in a sudden
just because one minor incident
written at 8:12 PM
