I can hardly find myself now...
what i see in my reflection is only a body with my feature
but where is my soul???

it has gone somewhere as i move to another phase of life
where mugging is a way of life...

my cheerful and optimistic and outgoing soul has been hidden
below my pessimistic and stressed up and little person...

what is exam??
what is prelim??
what is o level??

i hate those stupid assessment and exam that kill our mental and mind...
it defeat it's own purpose to improve the intelligent of the youths...
why should we leave under the pressure of exam???

maybe u feel that my ranting is just nonsensical post by a depressed person...
and u are right
i am now suppressed and defeated...

to my parents
I wanna apologize that i am going to shame myself...
i am not going to perform my very best in the exam
no matter how hard i try, it will be too late...
and i wont be going to any jcs that are in my preference...
but i stil hope that maybe there is miracle
and i can go to at least a good jc...